Playing on repeat.
Dear diary,

As much as I hate to admit it, I am actually pretty excited for tmr. I don't know what to expect. But, something in my gut tells me that it won't happened. And it's really not a hard thing to believe considering the fact that you HAVE killed my hopes that were built so high before.

Remember the time when you and your friend forced me to attend the BBQ. Well I did, and I was so excited to be able to see you and spend the day with you but in the end, I found out that you weren't going. I wasted my time with people I don't like, all because of you. You have no idea how angry I was, how bloody disappointed I was.

I was so mad at you that I screamed at you the next day. Yes, that was how mad and angry and disappointed I was.

So, it's really no surprise if tmr never happens. I'm too used to all these disappointments, broken promises and hopeless nothings.

You just have to prove me wrong, before I can finally start believing in you again. For now, I don't believe a single shit that comes out of your mouth and I have completely zero trust in you.

Have a nice day. (:

xoxo,
girl.